I love this space, contained so much of my emotions, the other side of me that i never show to the public, the other side of me that makes me feel so much inferior to be around people. I love this space, i have gone through so much with her, so much pain and laughter, so much memories that i wouldn't have the heart to delete them. Everyone has their past, i have my past, crazy one i will say, how brave i am in confronting obstacles and how strong am i to withstand so many of them. So far, i am really proud of myself.
It is so hard to say goodbye, so hard to farewell, so hard to leave this space empty without me even logging in, but, i have decided to move on, to really let things down my shoulder and away from my heart, i choose to go away, to not viewed not see no- more- previous page anymore.
I was in love, so crazily in loved, that i expose my heart to that unprotected area and let it bleed from so much pain, and still, carry on with that. That one day that when i let down my first love, i spent the whole day eating ice cream and cried my lung out at home, probably locked myself out from about a week, and still cry a little bit for , half a year? It was so difficult, so hard to cope and so hard to believe.
I grew up now, and moved on. So much things that do not worth a looking back anymore. So much things that i have decided to left behind.
So i move to deeecupps.com.
http://deeecupps.com
Its gonna be a new chapter of my life, a better one, i hope. :)
Haan gave me a bouquet of flower on new year. :)
Thanks for the wonderful 4 years, xanga, you have been a great grandpa. :)
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