Sometimes, you climbed out of your bed in the morning and think, you are not going to make it, but you laugh inside- remembering all the times you felt that way.

THAT way that works everytime.

Tomorrow morning right before the sun shine reaches my eyes, it's not gonna be me, sleeping alone anymore. :)

Suddenly, the airport seems like the place that i can't wait to go.


Dee

Sometimes i believe, everything has an ends,

Sometimes, i believe in forever.

I fell asleep while he was telling me about dogs.

And I fell asleep again some night without telling him.

It was that night when skype fail in dialing, and fail the only connection between us.

I don't blame anything, I don't even dare to blame the distance. It was purely my choice in loving you.

And now you are busy doing your assignment and i am busy doing mine. I feel just as much content by just looking at you doing your work in the little square box beside my photoshop, and yeah, in screen. A square box. Couldn't touch, but only listening to the air; Paper cutting sound, or when you slam your ruler on the table when you couldn't find your eraser. I smile and continue designing my brochure that due on this coming wednesday.

The only thing that i can't wait when you are away is to hear your snoring sound at night when you fell asleep before me; or may be talk on the phone until the sun rise up.

And that's when you were away.

And now, i want to wear your sweatshirt to sleep, watch scary movie with you even though you don't have the gut, sneak out at night to look at the stars with you, play your favorite soccer game, make you watch chick flicks, kiss you in the rain, go on walks with you, laugh until i can't breath, wrestle on the bed, hold hands, build and sandcastle and destroy it, sit in front of fireplace and talk about life.

I just want to fall hopelessly in love with you.

It is just a few days away. We, can make it.

Dee